boredom = meme #3
another meme. no music this time. courtesy of raash; i just conveniently copied it off her lj.

this is what happens when you get bored and [surprisingly,] no one's talking to you on msn.

01. What have you been doing recently?
slacking/reading at Borders. and going out practically every single day this week thanks to options and my slack timetable.

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
no. unless it runs out of battery, in which case it automatically switches off anyway so i suppose that doesn't count.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
it was the middle of math and i was doing either my integration worksheet or doing my chinese chengyu worksheet cuz i was done with math.

04. When did you last cry?
two days ago.

05. Do you believe in fate/destiny?
yes. to both.

06. What do you want in life right now?
the ability to be not so terribly xin ruan all the time ><

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
an umbrella. or if it's not raining too heavily, my hood will do.

08. What's your favourite thing you must have on your bed?
my dog! the big stuffed one i got two years ago from ruoxi/yingling/siling(:

09. What are you wearing now?
shirt + shorts; typical.

10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
haha i have alot alot of nice ones. all from the same person.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
most of the time. i play guessing games think too much.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
wall.e

14. What/who are you proud of?
my wonderful juniors<3

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"Hey yearmates! training on wednesday! must go kay we ordered lunch!" -Esther.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
If I Let You Go - Westlife

17. Do you have any nickname(s)?
hahaha. ask any ex-nyps person and they'll know -.-

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
"T.T i hate hide and seek >.<" -shaowei.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
10pm, or thereabouts. i normally sleep at 12.30am or so, but i was rly whacked ytd.

20. Are you currently happy?
not particularly.

21. Who gives you best advice?
yiting; all the time. there's shinyi too.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
...i don't think i've ever tried. and no i won't.

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
nobody phoned me last night. neither did i phone anyone.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yeah. my rebellious streak, my gpa, my ra application for next year, whether i should apply for uwc or not. and the fact that i turn sixteen in ten days but some people don't seem to have noticed ._. [evidently, i think waaay too much.]

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Eoin Colfer's Artemis Fowl - The Paradox.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
no.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my dad, when he tried to call me during tuition on sunday -.-

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
shirking responsibility.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-smiles wryly-

31. Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
yeah.

32. What is the colour of your room?
baby pink/lilac.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no. unless i was desperate beyond imagination, like if someone in my family was gravely ill and the hospital bills just had to be paid. and even then i'd end up hating myself for doing it.

34. Do you believe in the saying of : "talk is cheap" ?
not really. sometimes.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me. then again, maybe my brother's in it now. i'm lazy to check xD

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-cough-shaowei-cough-

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
haha i haven't kissed anyone. yet.

38. Do you have a life?
define life - life meaning not dead: definitely. social life: sort of; better than some people's. love life: practically nonexistent.

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didnt die?
um, not in real life. in a book, yes.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
don't really have a profile song, unless the one i'm currently crazy over counts? in which case it'd be because it's perrrrfect for dance and i still can't get it out of my head. [i think people like yiting and dahwei know which song i'm talking about alr xD]

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i don't really dream. in the last one i remember, it was him ><

42. Last time you smiled?
an instant ago(:

43. Have you changed this year?
most definitely.

44. What are you listening to right now?
One - Epik High ft. JiSun. mwahahaha xD

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no. see above comment about how i'm bored and no one's talking to me on msn.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open. er...isn't it just natural to walk with your eyes open? o.o

47. Is there a quote you live by?
well not really; even if there is, i invent my own.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
hell yeah, to quote raash.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
definitely. in fact, a few.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?
letting myself get stalked, in shinyi's words.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
sleeping. see above answer to when i slept last night.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
definitely not. what love life? ._.

53. What song best describe your love life?
If I Let You Go - Westlife

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
haha. someone told him and he didn't [want to?] believe it.

55. Who always makes you laugh?
people like yiting/shinyi/all the wacky people in class!

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese. hokkien if you count that as a language. and a teeny smattering of jap. and a far smaller pinch of french.

57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook. blackle. [not google!] wikipedia. and other people's blogs xD

58. What's your middle name?
don't have one.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
waking up early, like 7-ish, and practicing piano. then going for piano.

60. What do you think you are like?
veryy emotional. and too xin ruan. and sometimes i don't pause to think before i do anything.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
no one, because it'll mean that the ones i love will still be alive.

62. Where have you been today?
school, far east, borders, popular, home. oh man what is options doing to me; i seem like some major shopaholic now, what with all the free time i get in my timetable.

63. What game do you play often?
hmm. word challenge/solitaire/mahjong.

64. Who are you missing right now?
someone that means alot to me.

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, what will you choose?
love if it's true [and not unrequited]; otherwise friends. and really true friends at that.

66. What are you doing right now?
doing this meme. and as usual, missing someone ._.

67. Which primary school are you from?
PCS, NYPS

68. Name 3 colours that you like:
haha wonderful. every time people ask me for my favourite colour i tell them three. black, pink, chocolate brown!

69. What emotion do you like to show?
if i had a choice i'd show that i'm happy all the time, but that's never true.

70. What is your life to you?
something i'd never trade for anything else. even if i've faced enough troubles and difficulties.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find someone i trust to rant to/cry/try and get over it/solve it.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
nobody. surprisingly.

73. Who do you admire most?
well i admire a lot of people, but no one much more than the rest.

74. Which month are you born in? s
eptember. in ten days! mwahahaha.

75. How are you feeling right now?
content. and yet wistful. in essence, bittersweet.

76. What is the time now?
6.30pm

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
took this off raash's lj. ehh i don't really know her that well, but she's hardworking, and definitely a really nice person.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
never dyed it before. and never considered it. i'm quite happy with my hair colour. though maybe i wouldn't mind dyeing it a lighter brown than mine. like chestnut.

79. Why are you doing this test?
rawr. read above comment; i was boreddd. and no one's on msn occupying me.

80. What do you do when you're moody?　
find someone to rant to. or emo by myself. or listen to music!

81. At which age do you wish to get married?
23-25.

82. Who is more important to you? Girl/Boyfriend or friends?
if you're talking about my really close friends, then friends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
spend it really meaningfully with everyone i love. and say everything i always wanted to say but never dared to. and pray for forgiveness. and pray for everyone else too.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
God. definitely.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
metaphorically speaking, yes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to live in eternal bliss, with the people i love. with him.

87. What is your goal for this year?
to get >3.6 gpa [although i doubt that's possible now], and to get into rj's chem ra.

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
yeah.

89. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of being loved.

[where's qn 90!]

91. What feeling you hate the most?
the feeling that no one appreciates you.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah. or at least, i try to.

93. Do you believe in god?
definitely.

94. Who cares for you most?
my family and my really close friends, and God does too, i guess.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
learning to treasure everything and everyone that i have, and making the most out of life.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
...hopefully i won't have to fight anyone. but if i do i think my resilience would do. or i could take raash's idea of bringing "the police". hahaha.

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
not taking opportunities when they came.

98. What would you feel if no one cares for you anymore?
i sure hope that doesn't happen, but if it really does, i'd be very very lonely and emo.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
ask him what exactly he wants. and let go and let him have his happiness, if that's what he wants. if not i'll very probably forgive him, because no one's perfect.

100.HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW?
still bittersweet; reliving the memories and all. and still missing someone.